One Year and Four Months

One of the saddest parts of my life is when I keep myself blaming of my sad experiences. I was lying in my bed, and evaluate that after all I’ve done, I am still in that very same position that I am trying to escape. What’s the good news? I am still being loved by a person who actually I didn’t expect that we would even celebrate our one year and four months now. He taught me how to love and to let go. My heart run my life back and he was sensible enough to understand how I feel. He was always there. I realize that I am grateful to have him in my life. He stayed despite of the fact that I may have an attitude problem.
Luvy,
Thank you, for you have filled in a gap I’d never dreamt was empty, which I’d never imagined existed at all. Remember the time when we almost broke up? When you were pissed off because of my never-ending insecurities? When you asked me to let go? Even though I also wanted space that time, still I didn’t. I won’t. Because I just can’t. I know you never doubted my love, although I keep on suspecting your love for me. Now, that we have grown up, I thank you for everything we had, for every crazy doings, and for every gift. I am not writing this for blog post or facebook note, I want to let you know how much your love has changed me,
Happy 1.4! cheers!
I love you mwah!







phew.. i love you too luvy.. kahilak man sad kog langsang ani..
1 September 2009 at 8:20 pm